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Being unbothered by your own thoughts and being unbothered by another person are two separate skills. Getting good at the first does not hand you the second.
You can sit quietly and watch your own mind with real steadiness, then lose the lot the moment somebody smirks at you. That is not backsliding. It is a different exercise, and it needs its own practice, in small doses, with actual people. The quiet work makes the room; being around someone difficult is what teaches the room to hold.
Qur’an and Sunnah
only those who are steadfast in patience, only those who are blessed with great righteousness, will attain to such goodness (Quran 41:35). The good response in front of a difficult person is described as something reached through steadiness, which is to say through practice.
وَمَا يُلَقَّىٰهَآ إِلَّا ٱلَّذِينَ صَبَرُواْ وَمَا يُلَقَّىٰهَآ إِلَّا ذُو حَظٍّ عَظِيمࣲ
but only those who are steadfast in patience, only those who are blessed with great righteousness, will attain to such goodness
Qur’an 41:35read it in the library
Translation: M.A.S. Abdel Haleem, The Qur'an, Oxford University Press, 2004.
What the research says
A trial with 65 people who had sought help for their own aggression tested internet delivered training that covered both handling emotion and handling conflict. Aggression towards partners went down, and the change in how people managed emotion appeared to carry the effect. Both halves were in the programme, so the trial cannot separate them, and the sample was small and self selected.
Hesser H, Axelsson S, Bäcke V, Engstrand J, Gustafsson T, Holmgren E, Jeppsson U, Pollack M, Nordén K, Rosenqvist D, Andersson G. (2017). Preventing intimate partner violence via the Internet: A randomized controlled trial of emotion-regulation and conflict-management training for individuals with aggression problems.. Clinical psychology & psychotherapy doi
Strength of evidence: one line of research. A single study, or a theoretical account.
Why it works
A skill learned in calm conditions does not automatically survive the conditions you need it for.
This one is still a draft. It is waiting on a scholar and a clinician to read it before it is published.
Near this one
In the heat of it there is no middle ground on offer. Asking yourself to see the grey areas mid argument is asking for something your mind is not running just then.
Try sorting whatever passes through your mind into three: good for me, bad for me, or neither. That third option is real, and most of us forget it is there.
If the page is covered in dots, that is not a mind that failed to settle. That is the number of times you came back.