Practices

Social fear usually has a first address. School corridors, a year when appearance decided everything, a group that made a project of you. Knowing where it began does not undo it, but it stops it feeling like a fact about your character.

What often keeps it alive is that the rules of that place travelled with you. The hierarchy ended at graduation and the watchfulness carried on.…

Sometimes a parent who seemed cold or impossible to please turns out to have been working with a different wiring altogether. Learning that can loosen something no amount of arguing with yourself would.

One young woman spent years reading her father's behaviour as a verdict on her, and later came to understand him as autistic, which she had never…