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Anger
Almost nobody wants to be the person who says the thing they cannot take back. The window between the surge and the words is short and it can be widened. That is most of what this area is about, along with the fear or hurt that anger is usually protecting.
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Respect comes from the Latin for looking, with the prefix meaning again. It is literally the second look, the head that turns as somebody important walks past.
Knowing that does something useful. A word that felt close to sacred turns into a plain social behaviour you can examine: who gets looked at twice,…
Your mind is always slightly behind what is happening. Reality moves and you are the response, which leaves you permanently a step late and permanently not quite sure.
Put that way, uncertainty is not a flaw in your thinking, it is the position you are standing in. You are flying into the next moment without having…
If you can see yourself, you need other people to do it far less. That is really the whole aim, and it is what takes the sting out of being misjudged.
Being seen properly by others is lovely, and it is also occasional, partial and outside your control. What you can do daily is notice what you did…
Try saying the word until it goes silly. Respect, respect, respect: a socially agreed comment on how tall you are supposed to be.
The point of the joke is not to demolish respect, which is fine and worth having. It is to shrink the fear of not getting it, because that is the…
Here is an uncomfortable way to look at it. To value someone is often to find them useful, and paying respect is a bit like looking after your tools: being nice to you is nice for me.
It is not the whole truth about people and it is not meant unkindly. It is useful because it makes generic respect a strange thing to organise a life…
A lizard's temperature is whatever the rock is. A mammal shivers, sweats and pants, and stays roughly the same whether it is a good day or not.
Self-esteem works like the lizard. It rises when things go well and drops when they do not, and other people supply the weather. Self-acceptance is…
Esteem shares a root with estimate, and estimating needs a measure. Look at what you are measuring yourself with and you will usually find it was handed to you: money, height, thinness, numbers on a screen.
Those measures move. They differ between one country and the next, and between your grandfather's time and your own. Anything you score yourself on…
Feeling good about yourself is not the safe end of this. The high and the low come from the same borrowed source, which means the high can be taken back at any point.
You feel valuable while you are fitting in and worthless when you are not, and neither reading was ever yours. It is why an insult can go off like a…
A lot of angry certainty is frightened certainty. Needing to know exactly what is going on, and exactly who is at fault, is more comfortable than admitting the situation cannot be fully read.
From the outside it looks like arrogance, and from the inside it feels like clarity. Underneath it is usually the same discomfort as any other…
Not knowing is not a fault in you. It is the ordinary condition of being alive, and much of the distress comes from the belief that it ought to be otherwise.
There is the discomfort of not knowing, and then a second layer on top: the sense that you were supposed to know by now and something has gone wrong.…
Righteous anger pays you something. It burns off doubt, hands back a sense of being in charge, and can feel very close to intoxicating.
Any plan that treats anger purely as a skills problem runs into this. You are asking somebody to give up a thing that works, and it is fairer to say…
Understand more so that you may fear less. That line is the whole point of learning how your anger works: not cleverness, just less fear.
People with a temper are rarely persuaded by being told to calm down, and are often genuinely interested in how the machinery works. Knowing what…
A small child works out how to feel about itself by looking at its parents' faces. If that face was missing, or busy, the looking does not stop, it just moves on to teachers, coaches, friends and strangers.
It is part of why being disrespected can feel so much larger than the moment deserves. Some of that old search is still running. The work is slow and…
Understanding an idea is not the same as being changed by it. The explaining is soil preparation, and the crop comes later.
Somebody can follow the whole argument about respect and self-acceptance, agree warmly with all of it, and lose their temper the same way that…