Your body

Relaxation exercises make some people feel worse, and there is a reason for it. The branch that gives you rest when you are safe is the branch that gives you shutdown when you are not.

If your alertness is the thing holding you out of collapse, removing it can drop you into the collapse. That is not a failure to relax properly. If…

Roughly four fifths of the traffic on the vagus nerve is heading up from your body to your brain. Your brain is largely reading a report from your body.

That is the strongest argument for working with the body rather than only with thoughts. If the report says danger, telling yourself a better story…

The shutdown side of this system runs everything below your diaphragm. That is why going flat so often arrives with stomach trouble, bladder trouble and no appetite.

Those symptoms usually get treated as separate problems, or as nothing at all. Seeing them as part of one state can be a relief, and it makes the…

Sound sensitivity is not a fault in your hearing. Under threat the ear opens out towards high and low sounds, the range that carries warning, and that is the range which makes ordinary life feel loud.

Screeching, growling, humming, scraping: those are the frequencies that signal alarm in the animal world, and a system on guard widens to catch them.…

A child who does not feel safe cannot filter the room. The pencil scratch, the scraping chair, the fan and the rustle of a coat all arrive at the same volume as the teacher.

So the attention problem is real, and it is not the same thing as not caring or not trying. A quieter corner, a seat away from the noisy fan, a…

If your response to being hurt was to go blank rather than fight or run, look at how old you were and how big they were. Blank may have been the only thing left.

A small child cannot fight an adult and cannot leave the house. When trying to connect has already failed and the other two doors are locked, what…

Going limp is an old survival bet, not a failure of nerve. Some animals are alive only because they stopped moving.

The wager is that whatever has hold of you will lose interest in something that seems already dead, and that when it does you will get up and go. It…

The goal is not to have less energy. It is to have a brake you can feather rather than slam.

Your accelerator is not the problem. You need it for work, for lifting things, for standing up for somebody. What tends to be missing is the fine…

There is a difference between not being upset anymore and actually being settled. The first is a rough tuning. The second is finer.

On a stringed instrument the big pegs get you near the note and the small tuners at the other end find the exact pitch, and the difference is…

The first several attempts at any of this will feel awkward and slightly fake. That is not a sign it is not for you.

Repetition is what makes a practice smooth, in the way a piece of music or a gear change stops needing your whole attention after a few weeks. Early…

You do not have to read your child perfectly. Good enough, with repair after the ruptures, is what builds their steadiness.

Parents who read about how early experience shapes a child's stress system often hear it as a verdict on every time they snapped. That is not what it…

If nobody helped you learn to settle when you were small, you can still learn it now. Slower and more deliberately, but genuinely.

Reading about early development can leave people feeling sentenced, as though the window shut at three and that was that. The same capacity to adapt…

Being the baby who never cried is not the same as being secure. It can mean you learned very early that nobody was coming.

Some people regulate themselves beautifully and have never once been regulated by anybody else. From outside it reads as resilience. From inside it…

You can tell you are back when there is choice in it again: you can pick which thought to keep hold of, and how to answer what you feel.

The settled state is not the absence of things. It has a texture: clear, connected, reasonably hopeful, able to understand somebody and to feel…

Excitement and panic run on the same fuel. What turns it into play is feeling safe while it happens.

If you have learned to distrust your own energy, anything lively reads as a warning: a fast heart before a party, the buzz of an argument you are…

Long stress does not have one look. Some people end up permanently switched on. Others end up flat, heavy and hopeless. The two need opposite things.

If you are the switched on kind, the work is coming down: a longer breath out, less caffeine, a real end to the working day. If you are the flattened…

The stress hormone that carries you through a hard month also quietens your immune system while it is high. When it drops, the immune side comes back up.

That is the plain version of a relationship usually summed up as stress making you ill, which is too blunt to be much use. Running high and running…

Long histories of unresolved stress show up in bodies: inflammation, gut trouble, broken sleep, conditions that end up labelled unexplained. Being told it is all in your head is both wrong and useless.

There is a well known overlap between hard early lives and diagnoses such as fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue and several autoimmune conditions. Overlap…

An immune system that stays switched on with nothing to fight can begin turning on healthy tissue. It is doing its job with the wrong target.

That is a kinder account than the ones people are usually handed, which tend to imply they brought it on themselves by not coping. None of this is…

Digestion runs on the resting side of your nervous system, which is one reason long stress and gut trouble travel together so often.

People with reflux, irritable bowels or years of unexplained stomach pain are often told the two things are unrelated, or that it is stress in the…