Practices

If thoughts of ending your life turn up, tell someone that day. Do not wait to see whether they pass, and do not wait until you can explain them properly.

Feelings can arrive at full volume with ADHD, and the gap between a thought and acting on it can be short, which is why waiting it out alone is the…

When somebody insists angrily that they do not care, they usually care a great deal. The heat is the giveaway.

Indifference does not raise its voice. Answer the words and you get an argument about whether they care. Answer the caring underneath and you often…

What overpowered Darwin at that glass was not the snake. It was his picture of what the snake was about to do, and that is usually what overpowers you too.

Which is oddly hopeful. The thing driving the reaction is a reading of the situation, and readings can be slowed, questioned and sometimes corrected…

The part of you that detects threat is very old and does not take instructions in words. Telling yourself to calm down mostly demonstrates that.

It explains why sensible arguments made to yourself mid-surge do so little. What does reach it goes through the body and through attention: a longer…

There is movement inside the word emotion, which turns out to be a fair description. Something starts moving in you before you have named anything.

The early signs are physical: breath shortening, jaw setting, a leg going, hands doing something they were not doing a minute ago. People who learn…

Anger runs through all of you at once, in the breath, the muscles, the gut and the thinking. Which means there is more than one door into it.

You do not have to win the argument in your head to bring it down. Slowing the out-breath, unclenching your hands, standing up and walking into…

Anger is not a state you sit inside. It is the opening move of a sequence, and a sequence can be interrupted.

Think of it as a run of steps: something lands, the body leans in, the story forms, the mouth opens. Every step is somewhere a wedge can go, and the…

Anger is a genuine body event, not a thought you can talk yourself out of mid-flow. Expect it to keep running for a while after you have decided it should stop.

Which is a reason to have something prepared rather than something clever. A short sentence you have used before, a move you have made before, an…

Put a word to it while it is happening. Saying quietly that this is anger and it is climbing gives you something to hold that the bare feeling does not.

Naming is not explaining and it is not excusing. It is a plain description: heat, chest, wanting to say something cutting. Often the intensity drops…

When anger comes it takes the whole body with it: heart, hands, voice, attention. The system would rather do too much than too little.

That preference made sense where missing a real threat was fatal and an unnecessary fight was survivable. It is why the response feels so total and…

The nervous system grows in the womb out of the same layer as your skin. Sensing and being touched come from one origin, which is part of why threat is felt on the surface of you.

The biology does not have to be exact for the picture to be useful. Attention paid to the surface, the temperature of your hands, the tightness…

There is a dense network of nerves lining the gut, which is part of why a bad feeling turns up in your stomach before you can say what is wrong.

Take it as information without treating it as a verdict. A tightening gut might mean real danger, or an old pattern recognised, or that you have not…

Under threat your thinking narrows to two boxes: with me or against me, safe or dangerous. It is fast and crude, and you can catch it happening.

The giveaway words are always, never, everyone, typical, exactly like last time. Hearing yourself use them is a sign of the narrowing rather than a…

Most anger episodes are over within minutes, which is no comfort at all. Nearly everything irreversible happens in the first few seconds.

The punch, the sentence you cannot take back, the resignation, the message sent. The threat reading is finished in about half a second while the part…

Listen for the shoulds. When anger is writing the sentence the words go absolute: always, never, obviously, and a great deal of no.

Alongside that, the greys vanish and everything feels unusually clear. That clarity is convincing and it is the least trustworthy part of the whole…

Anger shown early sometimes stops things going further. A clear no at the start can prevent the whole conversation that would have ended much worse.

Plenty of people learned this the hard way and they are not wrong: visible anger draws a line, and lines get respected. What is worth adding is the…

Part of what makes anger attractive is how simple it makes everything. Working out who was right and what to do next is slow and uncertain, and anger hands you an answer straight away.

Escalating is genuinely easier than resolving, which is why it wins so often when you are tired. Seen that way it is not a flaw in your character but…

Your alarm learned from something real, then started answering to things that merely resemble it. A rustle in the grass gets the same jolt as the animal that first taught you to run.

It helps to say to yourself, that was the sound, not the thing. The response is not stupid. It was built from a real event and it spread to whatever…

When the alarm takes over, the reasoning part of you goes quiet for a while. That is not you losing your mind. It comes back on its own.

People often frighten themselves twice: once with whatever set them off, and again with the sense that they have lost control of their own head.…

A car coming at you and a spider across the room set off the same alarm. Naming which one you are facing, before you act on it, is a skill worth practising.

Say it plainly to yourself: this is dangerous, or this is uncomfortable. Both are true of different things and the second does not require you to…